Friday, July 31, 2009

Visit

I can not tell you how excited I am about going to holly and Anthony's this weekend. I have not seen them since the 3rd week of May and I miss them so much. I will be staying with holly and Kyndra next week and then they will come home with me the next weekend. What a joyous time!!!!!!! I miss my little granddaughter and cant wait to scoop her up and kiss her all over. Just had to write that and will write more later. for now there is much to do to get ready.

Thursday, July 16, 2009

Precious Child

I am listening to "Precious Child" from Karen Taylor-Good. I found it on Carleigh's web and fell in love with it right away.There are songs I listen to and think of my precious granddaughter Carleigh and wonder will this hurt EVER go away????? I don't want that to come across as if I want it all to go away and never remember again, because I couldn't do that even if it were possible.
I thought I was doing so well and then I hear a beautiful song that touches my heart and it floods my heart and I am back to tears that have no ending. WHY???????
Oh, Lord, I know she is OK, but please , please help this healing.I don't ever want to forget her but at the same time she is OK and I need to be too---to go on for others that depend on me. To live the rest of my life on earth helping others, helping others heal, doing your work for your kingdom. I long for the day to see you and all your glory and to see all who have passed before me, especially my little Carleigh. That's my goal.
This song tells it so well at the end.
In my heart you live on
Always there never gone
Precious Child, you left to soon
Though it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever in my heart.
Carleigh, you will never be forgotten and you will ALWAYS live in Grandma's heart!!!!!

Monday, July 13, 2009

I AM BACK

Just to let everyone know who reads this blog that I am FINALLY back on this thing. John got it up and running tonight after getting it fixed. It has been way to long and I miss everyone terribly sand feel like i am out of the loop so email me anyway you can and catch me up. Thanks!!!! More to come.