Precious Child

I am listening to "Precious Child" from Karen Taylor-Good. I found it on Carleigh's web and fell in love with it right away.There are songs I listen to and think of my precious granddaughter Carleigh and wonder will this hurt EVER go away????? I don't want that to come across as if I want it all to go away and never remember again, because I couldn't do that even if it were possible.
I thought I was doing so well and then I hear a beautiful song that touches my heart and it floods my heart and I am back to tears that have no ending. WHY???????
Oh, Lord, I know she is OK, but please , please help this healing.I don't ever want to forget her but at the same time she is OK and I need to be too---to go on for others that depend on me. To live the rest of my life on earth helping others, helping others heal, doing your work for your kingdom. I long for the day to see you and all your glory and to see all who have passed before me, especially my little Carleigh. That's my goal.
This song tells it so well at the end.
In my heart you live on
Always there never gone
Precious Child, you left to soon
Though it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever in my heart.
Carleigh, you will never be forgotten and you will ALWAYS live in Grandma's heart!!!!!

I AM BACK

Just to let everyone know who reads this blog that I am FINALLY back on this thing. John got it up and running tonight after getting it fixed. It has been way to long and I miss everyone terribly sand feel like i am out of the loop so email me anyway you can and catch me up. Thanks!!!! More to come.

The Blues

Well, I must say this is going to be the shortest blog, just want everyone to know that I am down on my computer. The tower is being fixed and I hate it!!!!!! I miss being on here and talking and conversing with everyone and I feel so totally out of the loop. Have alot of catching up to do. We are fine and doing OK. Got the pool open and running, and flowers planted so things are going well. Have a sore throat today and hurts to swallow. Want to say a big Hello to Misty, Celia, and PJ!! Miss you also Beth!
Wait for me I will be back soon. But in the meantime I am getting the blues bad (very bad).